A fool I had been (Not a story but a song)

Should I be of mercy when seeing your reflections
Hands' red for I had caught you by a form of detection
A so-called soul for thy so my head is up for inspection
How is it that we both strolled apart instead of perfection

Both of us were two of a kind, I think of what could have been
But no part of my heart was used to sum up what should have been
A loved one of mine, this could be ours if it would have been
The distrust was too much to indulge, such a fool I had been

No story for me in this poor decorum of a lovers query
This, you can't find anywhere what I had done that won't show in a evening news inquiry
That is to say, you aren't the same as I but that I am different
It's all panic and we still make the lovers journey of being ignorant

I can't think of us no longer than how it should have been
Your strength was my weakness in what could have been
In less than a blink our wrongs made what would have been
The faith fades in what bonded our positives, such a fool I had been

I take the latter wouldn't be as hard without you now that we are done
I break and scatter as we shatter although soon it all will turn numb
My escape from the natural world had gone away and turned from thine dove
Maybe it's for the best, to set aside my thoughts of blind love

My mind turns with the way my thinking had turned for what would have been
It's no sign if nothing flutters when I yearn for what should have been
You took me for granted in our world of what could have been
Your gone and I am now one with no one beside such a fool