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Does Love Sink or Swim? ( Ben Drowned X Suicidal Reader!)

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He's a notorious villain in this little game we all call love. A man who lost all the hope and mercy from his eyes. A cold blooded demonic killer. Who winds up living in a house of other killers as well. Is there some sort of chance that this killer can understand the feeling of love? Can love break through the oceans of pain, death, and despair? Can a beloved town girl with masks to hide behind and a will that can be easily broken accept a painful twisted love? Can she love like a killer can? A type of emotion both parties had forgotten long ago, reappear? Can you call it love? Or  an empathetic understanding?  Will this "love" sink or swim?...

Suicidal Reader X Ben Drowned 
WARNING:: Contains swearing and suicidal thoughts, may trigger some. May contain gore, since it is a creepypasta fanfic
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"He said that he'd never hurt me or my family but I had a feeling that he was lieing. That happened before he.......he turned into that monster." Meet _______ she was a young girl gamer when she first met BEN but doesn't remember it. Fast forward now she's 16 and she gets the haunted Legend of Zelda: Majora's mask. But what happens when she meets BEN DROWNED a second time but thinking it is the first time they met? What will happen when he starts to fall for _______ again? What happens when she remembers everything that happened to her when she was with BEN? Will she run from him or will she still love him? Well your just going to have to read the book to find out.

MONSTER by Luv4_Ava

Books In The Series Order: Survivor (1) Monster (2) Murderer (3) ________________________________________ S N E A K P E A K : My grip tightened, my brain began to go crazy with thoughts and different voices. "I'm not...a bad person." I whispered, my body leaned up against his chest for support as I felt my eyes begin to burn. Images of bodies blurred my train of thought, The ones he and the others had brutalized popped up in my into my sick mind, so many fucked up events finally began to take a tole on my brain as they found one little crease to seep into. His hand grabbed my wrist, tight. I felt his other hand cup my cheek, pulling me closer to his body. "We are all bad people." He spoke aloud, his eyes not coming to mine once. "But...I'm not." I breathed out, trying to convince myself that I wasn't. "But you are, Y/n." He stated, looking down at me. His eyes were filled with... something unknown to my intoxicated mind. Deep down, I knew that for once, he wasn't lying to me. I truly was a monster, just, like, them. ______________________________________________ [ This book was written when I was in a deep state of derealization, so it may seem kind of off? Idk ] WARNING : - Past Sexual Assault [PTSD] - GORE/HORROR/DISTURBING DESCRIPTION - SLIGHT NSFW - ADULT SUBSTANCES/ TOXINS / LANGUAGE ... START OF BOOK : 6 / 5 / 22 END OF BOOK: 8 / 17 / 22 [ FINISHED ]

Marriage first, then love by GeoulHansha

He did not love her. It was a loveless marriage to him. In his eyes, she is just a burden who cooks food for him. And in return, he will earn money and place it in her bank account. But she fell for him the moment she had laid eyes on him. It was love at first sight. She would lovingly cook him breakfast, but he would not even glance at her in the morning. In attempts to get him to glance at her, she fooled and embarrassed herself in front of him. She was close to giving up. A small part of her had hoped someday he would change the way he views her. But the fragment of hope diminishes very quickly. Little did she know that one simple action will cause everything to change. That one day he going to start feeling something for her, when her heart is broken. That he is going to start feeling something for her, with a dark past. Will she have to continue to wonder whether it will always be a loveless marriage or a new journey where they fall in love with each other together instead of one-sided love. Will he be able to love her like she loves him? A/N: Probably cliché to some people, read with caution.

Sharing Your Heart (A BEN Drowned Love Story) by XoOreoKittyoX

Blame it on the game. Blame it on Majora's stupid mask. Ever since Sharika played that game, she would get nightmares. Almost every night she would wake up screaming. But it was, in fact, Ben's haunted version of Majora's Mask. It was Sharika's fate to be killed, for she has gone too far to come out into the world. What happens when the killer doesn't want to kill? On very rare occasions they fall in love with the victim. This is the love story of BEN, BEN Drowned. This is a completed fanfiction. I own none of the creepypasta characters. The full title should be: Sharing Your Heart (A BEN Drowned then Dark Link Love Story that's 1000% Guaranteed Fanfiction)

The Game [Jeff The Killer x Reader] by CuteHybristophiliac

I wasn't sure what love was. Everyone spoke of it like a legend. Something sacred that you'd capture if you were lucky. The man I had let take my heart wanted to carve it out of my chest as proof. I tried to forget feeling that way about him. I tried to figure out why I could ever love someone like him. He terrified me but at moments it was like a roller coaster. Up and down I would try to hold on for dear life. I liked how he made me feel alive, knowing he was always there made me feel less alone. He had done something to me I wish he hadn't. When he hurt me every time seemed to get worse and worse but at some point, I had gotten addicted to it. I wanted him to drown me in his hate and make me beg. I knew it was wrong, toxic and unhealthy. The way I felt was bad the only question was does he feel it too? Does he know this is wrong and how bad I want him? I looked up to him, he brushed the hair out of my face gently, eyes locked to mine. I didn't care if he felt the same, it was too late for me. I was intoxicated. His lips brushed softly against mine, teasing my heart strings. He slipped passed my mouth and whispered with that low gruff voice of his that made me melt, "Let's play a game..." WARNING: THIS IS NOT YOUR ORDINARY FANFICTION. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED. MATERIAL MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR SOME. JEFF ISN'T NICE. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED. 1st POV Jeff the killer Fanfic Give it a chance T~T

$Offenderman x female!reader {Book 1} by Akemi_Otogame$

Completed book Thank you all for the support and positive comments! ❤ ~ In a flash of a second the stranger, who offered me these roses, shot through my mind. He seemed very peculiar to me. Not only his appearance was strange, but there was also a weird aura coming from him. It kind of intrigued me. He seemed so self-confident and also somehow...unnatural. I couldn't even tell if I would trust him or not. There is something off about him. He wasn't a random stranger - that's for sure. He was there for a reason...like a beast, waiting for its victim to cross paths. And his smile...this smile said more than a thousand words could, and yet, you couldn't figure out anything about it. No matter how hard you would try, you would never be able to read his expressions or his thoughts, lingering in his mind. ~

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Forever Alone (Book 1 of the Misguided Killer Series) by Unseen-and-unspoken

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