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Just a place for my thoughts, emotions, dreams, wishes and my past.
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Hello. You may know me by 'Sp0oky Chan', or 'Sp0oky Lucif3r'. My real life name is Ebony Hazen. I was born on the 6th of July, 2000. I'm prepared to share my thoughts with you, reveal my past, and talk about my worries and fears. 
(๑╹ω╹๑ )

Warning! It may get a little personal and deep in some parts. But I'm just writing as I go, and I'll update each day. I'm sorry if I offend anyone with what I may say. 
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