Finding a Way Out
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Last published Mon, Jun 5, 2017
Alexander breaks a little bit more once his beloved John Laurens dies. But, his friends are willing to help him out, and even help him find someone else he has been attracted too. But, he must go through many hardships before getting there.
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Alexander Hamilton and John Laurens are in love during a time when their relationship could get them killed.
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