self hatred
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self discovery and romance, how can you love someone without living your self. ruby hates many things about her self but yet is able to like lucas who is her best friend . Lucas doesn't know that ruby likes him till he starts staying with her family after his randomly leaves. leaving behind a single note to explain and nothing more
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