Darkness
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Last published Tue, Mar 21, 2017
When the darkness and your hopes meet, it's scary. It's scary as you watch your grip on life slowly loosen. You watch as your friends become strangers and family become your enemies. You notice things you never saw before. The hate in their eyes, the boredom on their faces and the disgust in their sneers. The voices in the head increase till they start scream. The demons rattle their cages till the hinges of the doors break and they're free to wreck havoc. And you just sit there with unshed tears waiting fr someone to care. Until you let go. When it's finally too much and you hope that they'll understand that suicide isn't cowardly and that deptession is just a sickness that needs to be treated, with love not medicine. This book is just me trying to explain my emotions through poetry.
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