my life in a nutshell (bxb)
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Jaxx was just a lonely teen who wanted to be loved
His heart was sad and hollow
Afraid and scared and hurt
Little did he know, his life was about to turn upside down...when he meets an older man, with the snake tattoo around his arm
Hi guys I'm new to here! so sorry if my first story is kind of sucky. This story does contain bxb, sexual activity, bdsm, rape, kidnapping, and some suicidal tendencies. so read at your own risk
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