The reason why
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Last published Sun, Nov 24, 2013
"why are you always smiling?" Joe McCartney asked once again
In all honesty i didn't know what to say, im just always smiling, so i just looked at him with a blank face.
then i saw his jaw clenched and memories of my step-father were bouncing in my mind i tried to keep myself from breaking there and then and quickly replied " because i can" i half whispered it before running away in some random direction letting all my tears fall, finally after 6 years i let them fall all beacause of joe macartny. That one sentance broke me. Im offically broken,lost and all alone. I abused the smile. So they abused me.
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