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Last published Mon, Sep 15, 2014
Dear potential readers,
Please respect me and never read this. It's not just me trying to down myself, but honestly it's very toxic and just overall badly written and too many of my real emotions were unmasked during writing this. Do not read past this blurb because the rest of it is completely hurtful. I'm only keeping this story up so I can save the sweet comments people gave me. God, this was so bad. Again, please do not read. Thank you so much. x
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