Forsaken
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  • Parts 18
  • Time 3h 11m
Ongoing, First published Nov 24, 2013
Mature
I used to be happy, but I became depressed after my mother passed away. My walls grew and I hid behind them. I dyed my hair black, wore black and only saw black. Darkness consumed me. I became an outcast at school, and barely had a friend. 

On an unforgettable night, I decided to let my walls down. I immediately regretted that decision. I felt shattered after that night. I stumbled home, in the dark, barefoot and cold. I desired ending my life, but I could not do it. It did not get better after that. In fact, my life gradually got worse. I was abducted. I was forced into an arranged marriage. My humanity was at risk.

If you're there God, please help me. Why have you taken the people, that I loved, from me? Why is this happening? 

Why have you forsaken me?
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πŽπ›π¬πžπ¬π¬π’π―πžπ₯𝐲 𝐌𝐒𝐧𝐞||πŸπŸ–+ by shreens_galaxy
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