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It Can't Be Cancer | Dan Howell x Reader

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Time 1h 15m

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This story will switch out of yours and Dan's point of view quite frequently.

You were informed, the doctor seemed devastated for you.
You just walked out of that building with no words, no 'ok', no 'thankyou' not even a facial expression change, just a shocked pale face.
You drove home, and took it from there.
You were an emotional wreck with the unstoppable... 
Cancer.

{TRIGGER WARNING - This will be very sad, I don't have a cancer but I used to have a friend who did, so I don't know too much, but I hope this contains the correct information.
- No suicide shall be included, may be a few references.
- Explicit language, swearing cussing
- This is a short story
Thank you for clicking ;)}All Rights Reserved

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They'll Never Understand. // d.h. fanfic by howellingrn

"Dan..." I say, "I can't do this. We can't be together if our subscribers are gonna discriminate our relationship." "NO! I can't lose you, Nicole. I never knew what love was until I met you. I don't know what I would do without you," Dan says back, almost starting to cry. "I don't want to either.. but I feel like if we continue we're screwed," I say back, holding him and letting him cry in my arms. "What if my friends hate me for this? Everyone except Ashley and Louise thinks I'm just using you, but I truly love you. It's a shame." "Babe, we can't break up over something like this," Dan says. "So, what should we do?" ...

love leads to disaster by problematic_dad

this is a danxreader btw. it wasn't was first but it is now. the first few chapter's aren't that much about the story until we get into the real stuff you could say. i have gone on and off about this because the meaning has changed and about the movie thing kind of forget that happens. there will be no film in this its kind of just a little sweet danxreader. it will be cliche in a way so nothing new so here's a bit of description you are just a normal youtuber. your life was great it was all going amazing. you had a boyfriend, amazing friends, a close family and adoring fans so it was all going great. you were always known for helping people in there hardest time's and always smiled at everything and anyone. you were always that shoulder to cry on. but when you life falls apart and everything goes wrong who's shoulder will you cry on. everyone gave you there problems and and cried on your shoulder but what shoulder will you cry on. the only person who understood you and made you laugh and made you smile and would always listen dan howell

Depression//Phan by bluetroyee

(tw: s*lf-h*rm, mentions of s*lf-h*rm, d*pr*ss*d scenes. May be triggering for some. Read at your own limit, please!) Phil Lester, a boy who's falling into depression slowly. And soon, his depression may end up falling to deep. He gets hateful and rude comments on his videos that he posts to YouTube. He even gets hate on Twitter, Facebook, and Tumblr. What did he ever do to them? What did he do to deserve any of this?? His flatmate Dan doesn't know about Phil's depression, however. All he knows (thinks, rather) is that his best friend is staying strong through all of the hateful things he gets from people. But in reality, that's not what Phil is doing at all. He's not staying strong through the hate. He's just faking the smile for Dan so he wouldn't get so worried about him. Sure, Dan might be able to crack some real smiles out of him once in a while, but not every time. He also wears long sleeves and thick bracelets to hide the scars of his pain. He acts like his normal quirky, adorable, funny, weird self when making YouTube videos, when around his friends and family, when having a meet-up with fans (or just being around them in general), when out in public, etc. Phil hadn't told anyone at all about his depression. And he probably wouldn't anytime soon, either. His fans didn't know, his friends didn't know, his family didn't know, Dan didn't know... nobody knew. But one day, would people push him over his limit? Would Dan be able to save him in time? © 2016 by bluetroyee. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

Touch - Phan by SweetLittlePhangirl

"'I miss you.' 'What do you mean? I'm right here.' He shook his head. 'No, I mean I miss seeing you. I miss your smile. Seeing you smile made me so happy. I'm still so upset that I'll never see it again.' I breathed in, a bit shaky. 'You've just got to remember that if I'm with you, I'm always smiling, okay?' 'I still miss seeing you. If I could have just one opportunity to be able to see again, even just for a moment, I would spend my time just watching you smile. That's all I would want....'" After a horrible accident, Phil loses his sight and goes completely blind. Dan's help has been amazing to get him through it, but Dan can't help falling in love with his best friend - now in daily need of his care and attention. This story is about love and trust, and how two friends - much more than friends - overcome the odds of a disability, and how they realize that no matter how difficult it gets, they will always have each other. (Warnings: none! :D Fluffy, a little dash of angst, looong)

True Love Always Finds Its Way // Phan by sofiaa720

What do you do when you've been in love with your best friend for years, but you're too afraid to confess? Dan Howell has been torturing himself internally, but when he finally gets the courage to tell Phil Lester about his undying love, he gets the shock of his life. Find out if Dan ever gets through this seemingly dreadful nightmare, and if true love truly is real. *Please vote and comment! This is my first story and it would mean the world!*

The Lion and the Llama (Phanfiction) by danosaurxx

*TRIGGER WARNING* Dan and Phil start having feelings for each other, but after one of Dan's nightmares causing him wanting Phil to sleep with him the rest of the night, things start spiraling out of control. (Phan, self harm, swearing etc etc etc) Ok, I'm terrible at descriptions, but if you wanna know what actually happens read on :))) -A xx

Smile, Dan by kittylover573ds

DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.

Danny's Girl (Phan) by SmolSalmon

I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one? Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true... Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning. Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me. ••• Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.

Why Do I Have To Die? danisomtonfire, dan howell x reader) by BoringStar

I had this idea in my head for a really long time. I hope you enjoy this. Now here is the summery that all of you probably want. You are dying of cancer. You have six months to live, and your wish is to meet Dan Howell and Phil Lester before you die. But what happens when Dan falls for you even though you don't know if you will live.

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They'll Never Understand. // d.h. fanfic

"Dan..." I say, "I can't do this. We can't be together if our subscribers are gonna discriminate our relationship." "NO! I can't lose you, Nicole. I never knew what love was until I met you. I don't know what I would do without you," Dan says back, almost starting to cry. "I don't want to either.. but I feel like if we continue we're screwed," I say back, holding him and letting him cry in my arms. "What if my friends hate me for this? Everyone except Ashley and Louise thinks I'm just using you, but I truly love you. It's a shame." "Babe, we can't break up over something like this," Dan says. "So, what should we do?" ...