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Restart My Heart (Phanfiction)

HarryLovesHisLouis

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Reads 88
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Parts 4
Time 11m

HarryLovesHisLouis

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"Are you ok?" The boy with the pretty blue eyes, asks.

"Yeah, I'm ok. Why?" The boy with the dole brown eyes, replies.

"You're always alone," the boy frowns.

"Maybe I like being alone," the other smiles.

**short chapters**
**random updates**

TW: Self-harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Rape, Abuse, Attempted Suicide, AnorexiaAll Rights Reserved

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