Wednesday, 15th November. He´s coming home tomorrow with his band. I missed him so much! I just wish that my dad won´t hurt me when they are here. They hate me, I am sure of it! He can´t know what dad is doing to me, dad will kill me if he knew! I have been trying to stay strong for five months and three days. That was when I last saw him, before he went on tour. I cannot stay strong for much longer without him, he is the only one I have. Everything changed so much when he left for tour and mom got into that car accident. I think dad just miss her. I miss her too, and Niall. Niall is the one that comes home today, he is my big brother though he is only two years older than me! I need to go, dad will come home any minute now! If I don´t make him a sandwich before he have stepped through the door, he will hurt me. With Love, Isabelle Horan xx