Park Chanyeol liked pastel colors. He liked boys wearing pastel colors. Then a boy came, and entirely changed his perspective of it. _ "Why don't you like pastel colors? They're nice." "Pastel reminds me of memories I want to erase." "Then why do you wear them?" "For that exact same reason." _ Kim Jongdae doesn't like wearing pastel colors, yet he still does. He's torturing himself for a perfectly good reason, he'd say. Payback for a soul lost, he called it.