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Philophobia: A GerIta story

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Ludwig enjoyed living far from others.

He enjoyed his only company being his 8 dogs.

He enjoyed living on 2 acres of land in the middle of Alberta, Canada.

~

Feliciano enjoyed living with his twin brother and his boyfriend.

He enjoyed long walks with Noodle, his seeing eye dog.

He enjoyed painting and baking.

~

Feliciano wanted a friend, Ludwig wanted to be alone.

Feliciano felt like a burden, Ludwig questioned his worth.

Feliciano had nightmares, Ludwig never slept.

Feliciano believed no one could love him, Ludwig feared someone loving him.


Warnings:
Self-harm, depression, psychosis, PTSD, suicidal thoughts, self hating thoughts, intense nightmares (including rape, murder, and violence), medication, alcoholism, suicide attempts mentionedAll Rights Reserved

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