Random thoughts.
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It's the burden of emotions kept inside that drown us and the failure of letting it out that kills us
So why don't we find of way of relief ourselves?
Just a pen , a paper and endless emotions coming out.
This book is about letting feelings and emotions derived from experience all written down cause its the only way of my relief.
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