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"I'm the freak show." 

Rosa Wilden is starting her freshman year of high school and it isn't going very well. She expected to still have at least one friend but after the death f her best friend Cassie last year nobody likes her.

She changed a lot over the summer. Instead of her dark red hair she used to have she now has blue hair and dresses in practically all black. The nerdy glasses are back. 

She's a freak show.

She's that little emo girl that nobody likes. To everyone else she's a nobody. 

She thinks everything in her life is going wrong so why not end it? Why not stop breathing? Why not stop trying. 

If the first time she tried this failed it couldn't happen twice, right? 

One simple act of kindness may have saved her life and a broken freshman may have just saved the boy who has been watching her for months.All Rights Reserved

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