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They told him to stay away. 

They told him that he was crazy, that he was gone. 

But what if he is crazy?

All the best people are.

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TW : depression, suicidal thoughts Alexander had, according to him, no more reason to live. He was tired, and his head kept telling him that he had no one, that if he disappeared, no one would care. And that was true. Alexander was alone, terribly alone. He was waiting for someone. More than anyone on this Earth, he needed a person by his side, because that was the only thing that would have allowed him to stay alive. Alexander couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't find any meaning in his life, and to continue fighting had become useless. And he had no one. Yeah, he just needed someone. And it was there, just as everything was falling apart around him, that he met him. John. The boy he was waiting for. The person he needed. --------------------------------------------------------- Okay, this story is not amazing, but I hope you'll enjoy it!

Come Back Home (Lams Celeb AU) by xMusical_Nerdx

John Laurens is the ultimate celebrity. He's charming, he gives to charities, he's crazy talented, and on top of that, the whole world loves him. Well, the whole world except for his childhood best friend, of course. When John had left to become a superstar, he left Alexander Hamilton behind. They had lost contact after a couple years as John got sucked up into the world of being famous. So what happens when John, the singer devoted to his music, visits Alex, the scorned man who no longer enjoys his company, after ten years? ~.~ This story is inspired by Anthony Ramos's album, The Good and The Bad, and each title uses the song titles. (This book was written before the news of the breakup, and I was too far to turn back and change the story) I do NOT own the characters in this story, they all belong to history and Lin Manuel Miranda's musical, Hamilton. Cover Art creds @annanymous_ MATURE for strong language, and talk about sex (skips past actual sex scenes). WARNING: Most replies from me will be ominous, beware of the smiley face :) Unless otherwise specified, story will be told in John's POV.

Speak Up | Lams DISCONTINUED by Glowungeyes

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Alexander Hamilton always had a way with words. He could describe everything in great detail, his words flowing beautifully on pages. That is until he met John Laurens

Let Everybody Know - LAMS by CinnamonRollLams

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My Fake Fiancé is Problematic - A Hamilton Fanfiction by UndeniablyKawai

College AU John Laurens has a new roommate who seems to have a troubled past. Can John get through to him or will this new roommate be just as silent as the last? It was my sophomore year at Uni and I was doomed to get a new roommate because lucky for me, my old one dropped out. So here I am, nervous as fuck because not only am I getting a new roommate, he's some prodigy, here on a full ride after taking a year at Yale. I, on the other hand, am here from working my ass of for four years with three jobs. **New Cover** Highest Rank: #769 in Fanfiction

"Benefits" [Under Editing] by Purple_Ghost_1782

John Laurens was known in college for one thing and one thing only: He was the biggest fuck boy ever. Which was perhaps a hyperbole, but the title still stood. What most people didn't know is that behind the charming smiles and weekly hookups, John Laurens was just a desperate gay guy in search for a cute that didn't sleep. He convinced himself that if he slept with enough girls, he would start liking them eventually, but it doesn't work that way. Everything just gets even more complicated when he gets a cute roommate by the name of Alexander Hamilton, roommate who he can't resist from the second he lays eyes on him. <<COMPLETE/UNDER EDITING>>

Soulmates Are Harder Than I Thought • Lams by BoredSoLetsWrite

Sometimes the universe doesn't think things through well, sometimes decides to mess with someone's life and not in a good way. Sadly, for John Laurens, that was almost all of the days, but what can you do when you cant control the universe? You have to suck it up, because the life you were dealt with isn't easy. ~~ Warnings: Extreme Angst, mild foul language

When Alexander arrived to Miranda High School he didn't expect much He thought this school would be no different all the other ones he had been And perhaps he wasn't wrong, perhaps this school was just the same as the last one and the one before that one But his other schools didn't have John Laurens. --- What am I doing with my life?

*Updates EVERY Wednesday and Saturday* Meet John Laurens whose life was fine. Or at least, he thought it was. Then he met Alexander Hamilton, the man who works nonstop and doesn't know how to take a break. This is the story of their love. Okay so, yes it's a modern Lams fanfiction but I promise it won't be like the others

They made a deal, right? Alexander Hamilton teased, belittled, picked on, and bullied John Laurens in grade school. John doesn't care, though, because he decided that all he wants is for Alex to marry him. And he'll do anything to make that happen. Even if they're not a perfect match. Trigger Warning: John struggles immensely with his mental health because I struggle immensely with my mental health. Viewer discretion is advised.

Motorcycles {Lams} by SavageSunnyglasses

John Laurens was an average kid. He wasn't a loser, He wasn't a druggie, He wasn't a popular kid. He was just.. Normal. Then he met Alexander Hamilton. *Highest Rating-#2 in Lams*

Say Something (Lams, Mute!Alex) by MishaIsOurOverlord1

19-year-old John Laurens has been in college for four days before his roommate shows up. When John introduces himself, the boy doesn't say a word. So when Laurens asks for his name, he raises a hand and signs "Alexander Hamilton." This surprises Laurens just a bit, because this boy didn't look like the kind to remain silent. He's seen those people before, and the boy in front of him looks like he has a lot to say. But what's keeping him from speaking his mind?

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**I AM FULLY AWARE THIS IS BAD, ITS FROM 2 YEARS AGO AND ALTHOUGH I WRITE MUCH BETTER IM NOT GONNA FIX IT** Alexander Hamilton is a homeless immigrant with very little chance of surviving. John Laurens is a rich South Carolinian with a kind heart. What happens when their worlds collide? ______ "Jesus fucking Christ" I yelped, my voice dry and sick. The moment I opened my mouth I could feel my lips burst from them constantly being dry. "Shit!" Someone yelled rushing to my aid. I rubbed my nose as tears burned the back of my eyes. "Are you okay," I opened my eyes to see the most gorgeous man to ever exist. His bright, hazel green, full of life eyes met my standard, brown, dead one's. His eyes widened, "woah," he said. #1 in Lams Started: September 5, 2019 Completed: September 5, 2020 "Why the fuck are y'all still reading this" -Me (April 8, 2021)

YANDERE LAURENS ALERT MODERN DAY AU Take it back to "Aaron Burr, Sir" and shake it up a little bit. As soon as Alexander and John lock eyes there is something there that Laurens can't shake. Something that he'd be willing to do anything for... especially kill.

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TW : depression, suicidal thoughts Alexander had, according to him, no more reason to live. He was tired, and his head kept telling him that he had no one, that if he disappeared, no one would care. And that was true. Alexander was alone, terribly alone. He was waiting for someone. More than anyone on this Earth, he needed a person by his side, because that was the only thing that would have allowed him to stay alive. Alexander couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't find any meaning in his life, and to continue fighting had become useless. And he had no one. Yeah, he just needed someone. And it was there, just as everything was falling apart around him, that he met him. John. The boy he was waiting for. The person he needed. --------------------------------------------------------- Okay, this story is not amazing, but I hope you'll enjoy it!

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