Hidden Feelings
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This is gonna be sad-ish poem type thing, that describes how I felt/feel about some things. Like past boys or death of a family member and such. I might even end up making it into a story, idk. But what I do know is that almost everything in this book will be true. So, now all my Wattpad friends are going to think I'm depressed...........oh well!!!!
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