Peter Parker has been living on his own after his Uncle and Aunt both died at gun point by two different killers. He has just finished high school and is enjoying his life but....his job has gotten harder and being spider man has given him little hope in humanity.... He has seen so much death, experienced death too many times. Blaming himself repeatedly for every death that has happened in front of him. coming to the conclusion he is the reason they died, maybe if he was not there they would still be alive and would still be happy maybe....just maybe... But one man doesn't die...... {My first Fan-Fiction I hope its not too Cringy... rated mature because or language too much fluff and other stuff yee babies shouldn't read...NOT 50 SHADES OF GRAY, wanna read just smut of this ship go find another book}