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Leaving Tonight: Poems of a Suicidal Girl

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A collection of hidden emotion and pain. What other hope of forgetting and getting passed the darkness is there when all that can be done is the curse of medication and loneliness? Read into the mind of one hopeless dreamer. What will you gain from the pain of life, love and shattered thoughs?All Rights Reserved

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「星に願いを」 (When You Wish Upon a Star) : Part Ω by KaitoArise

I woke up in a world that shouldn't exist. And in a body that isn't mine. The city around me is in ruins-silent streets, broken buildings, a sky that no longer remembers the sun. I don't know how I got here. I don't know who I am. My memories slip through my fingers like sand, leaving behind only fragments-whispers of a promise I can't remember making. But something is wrong. The world feels... stuck, repeating itself like a broken record. Shadows move where they shouldn't. Time bends in ways I can't explain. And the deeper I search for answers, the clearer it becomes-this isn't just about me. There's something out there, buried in the loops of time. Watching. Waiting. If I break free, will I find the truth? Or will I disappear like everything else? When the stars grant a wish, what do they take in return?

Wave (Book 2) by Anniezie

I had survived the first. That was then; this is now. The blindfold of so many pills slowly died away and first though my finger then my head, a passion, a hurt and a need filled me as every moment was consumed with words; every breath with wisps of ink. But they were not all captured and somewhere in the deep abyss of living, lies the unspoken, almost unfelt feelings of decades in months. This is the half-empty account off all those nights from December through into the new year and the end of March. ...I pains me to share it. But it also makes it just not my problem anymore and that is something I long for- freedom and peace. Please note that all grammatical and linguistic, as well as those in punctuation and spelling or placing of words were intentional. If you LIKE this and want me to write a commentary on each poem and picture (as in my previous collection Apfel), please show me in comments and votes :) PLEASE DO NOT COPY any of the poetry or pictures.

Once Upon A Time [English Version] by ClownFace071

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His Darkest Obsession by ellawryts_

One night. Two strangers. A single mistake, and her life has never been the same since. When Siya caught her fiancée cheating on her with her step-sister, heartbroken, she runs away to Paris to clear her mind and gets drunk. That was her first mistake. Her second and more serious mistake was when she, too drunk to even form coherent sentences, had sex with some handsome stranger as a final 'fuck you' to her asshole of an ex fiancé. She thought that it was only a one night stand, that they will just give each other a wonderful night, say goodbye and go their own ways. However, fate had other plans for her. What she didn't know was that the man she had sex with was one of the most ruthless mafia lords in the country, and that the more time they spent away from each other after that, the more he got obsessed with her. Also, what will she do when she finds out that she is pregnant with the baby of a stranger she met on an unfortunate night? How will they meet again? TROPES: Second chances Accidental pregnancy 'Touch her and die' MMC is obsessed with the FMC (At least give it a try before deciding it's good or not. It's my first ever book)

One night. by Ameerahtourh

It was a single teenage mistake that led to a very big mistake,and now am paying for my mistake. I have looked for the man infront of me for many years,but now that I have found him,he is looking at me totally dumbstruck because he doesn't remember,I doubt if he even knows me. I can still remember the way my dad kept beating me,the pain of the beating and the pain in my heart intensifying,but my answer was still the same. "I don't know." Why? Because it was only ONE NIGHT. Because of one night, I have to learn about life the hardest way. 3rd place winner in random category of dark academia awards 2021!

That night...✓ by dara_symi

"So?" He looked confused. "She's y- your-" I gulped. "My what Aurora?!" He exclaimed angrily. I jumped. "Don't raise your voice at me! She's your daughter! The one night stand created her!" I yelled but not loud enough for any one else to hear. "What the-" he paused and looked at Ivory. I watched him silently. He turned to me again. "Would you say something?" I asked getting nervous. "What do you want me to fucking say?" He asked. "I don't know....." I trailed off. Humans make mistakes..... right? Yes, so therefore three people made mistakes that night. Logan made the first mistake. He cheated on Aurora. Aurora made the next mistake. She drank to forget the mistake Logan made. Ethan, the school's bad boy made the last mistake. He slept with Aurora without a condom. You know what that means yea? You're right, a baby comes. Ivory comes. (Baby gender revealed 😑) Aurora didn't tell the bad boy she was pregnant for him. But now she has the baby and she has to tell him right? I mean it's the only sane thing to do DNA is one of the solutions of course but not when the child looks exactly like Ethan. 😉. The bad boy is obviously not the most sociable person so it wasn't easy of course. For heaven's sake he doesn't even know this girl. But y'all agree that it's not easy to remember a one night stand when you've had many? Well....he remembered actually. Let's get into the story peeps!!!! See you there 😊

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"Abort it." "Excuse me ?" "Abort that thing inside of you!" He shouts in my face. I put my hands on his chest trying to put some space between us, The man didn't even budge. "I'm not aborting my baby!" I feel strong hands wrap around my throat and the next thing I know I'm being lifted off the floor, fighting for air. "Listen here you bitch you will abort that child and if you don't I'll personally kill you both myself. I'm a man of my word so do not test me." He spat dead calm. Elora finds herself in a sticky position when her brother was in a terrible car accident, leading to an expensive medical bill that neither of them could afford. Her parents died when she was young, leaving her brother as her sole guardian, the two had been incredibly close over the years and she had to find a way to help him in his current position. She had no choice but to sleep with a man she knew nothing about for money just to cover the hospital bill, but later found out she was pregnant. The worst-case scenario is, the father wants nothing to do with her and the unborn child. After three years of guilt, pain, and regret, the two cross paths once more, and Elora struggles to make the right decisions as he was determined to be in their little girl's life. It's gonna be a bumpy ride!! #1-rejection 18.01.2025 #1-conflict 18.01.2025 •Published: Oct 5, 2021

What Ifs Are My Fairytale by NiraElice

A Collection of Emotions, Woven into a Tale. See how The What If's of Life affect other and yourself, These are my Fairytales! Enjoy When they close in, when the world turns away. What then? Where do we turn? To each other, but we cannot see in the dark? Isn't that a scary thought, being unable to seek help, to seek refuge, to seek the warmth of another Human being. No, Because you are not alone, another is out there stumbling blindly towards you. Stop your movement and hold your ground, because if you stumble you could fall... 'People do Suffer, turning away from it is just plain cowardice. When somebody needs help you need to be ready to step up and open your arms or reach out a hand. Because that's all it takes to save a life.' Life: Its game that's worth a roll of the die, spin of the dial, and turn of the card. Play it till you cash out, and beware your inner demons.

His Surrogate || COMPLETED [EDITED] by Derachi20

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𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝖡𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗂𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗂𝗋𝖾 𝖴𝗇𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝖢𝗁𝗂𝗅𝖽 cover

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「星に願いを」 (When You Wish Upon a Star) : Part Ω

I woke up in a world that shouldn't exist. And in a body that isn't mine. The city around me is in ruins-silent streets, broken buildings, a sky that no longer remembers the sun. I don't know how I got here. I don't know who I am. My memories slip through my fingers like sand, leaving behind only fragments-whispers of a promise I can't remember making. But something is wrong. The world feels... stuck, repeating itself like a broken record. Shadows move where they shouldn't. Time bends in ways I can't explain. And the deeper I search for answers, the clearer it becomes-this isn't just about me. There's something out there, buried in the loops of time. Watching. Waiting. If I break free, will I find the truth? Or will I disappear like everything else? When the stars grant a wish, what do they take in return?