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IsAllTheTime247

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Reads 340
Votes 25
Parts 11
Time 1h 36m

IsAllTheTime247

abuse autumn bipolar bipolardepression cade deep deepreads depression emotional newadult romance teen

"Through depression and psychosis, I could truly speak that I had an issue incapable of human fulfillment. My lifeline was short, and my brainwave activity was led by demons"

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Autumn Rose was a girl trapped inside her own mind. her creativity and mental delusion was the only thing that kept her alive, in the worst way possible. It taunted her, trapping her on a never ending emotional roller coaster. That's where he came in. 

Cade Decker is a sexy patron for artistic talent. His first thought of her art was beauty, but what followed her tied her to rooms she couldn't escape. 

And sooner or later he might go crazy enough himself.All Rights Reserved

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If Ever (COMPLETED - EDITING) by neham08

Stella has been through a traumatic experience. She has been numb and quiet for 7 months and unsure and angry and grieving. She is not sure of her place in the world now that most of her family are gone... Why did she live? She has a twin in the hospital and she herself has state mandated therapy. Stella has lost all hope in life. Everything she dreamed, was now ash on the wind. Her love for art and her future hang in the balance. Then, Kai Walker shows up to the same support group therapy Stella's in, just when she is at her lowest. She hates his deep green penetrating eyes that seem to know her better than she does. But, for some reason, he, is what gives her the strength to say, screw it, maybe she wants to live. But Stella and Kai's trauma run deep and their demons keep coming back to haunt them. Can they be there for each other while the other falls apart? This story is about love and loss and heartbreak, as it is about trauma, PTSD and surviving and living with the aftermath of death and sexual abuse. Explicit scenes and adult content!!!! Here's your fair warning.

A Little Bit Of Joy | ✔ by wigglysubu

[Featured by wattpad romance, teen fiction, young adult and psychologicalnovel] Joy Jones was a seventeen-year-old kind and optimistic girl working in her grandpa's flower shop, but she had a secret. She was suffering from acute lymphoblastic leukaemia and wanted nothing, but to die peacefully. That was until Logan Kellerman, a young man with suicidal tendencies came storming into her life and stole roses from her grandpa's flower shop. Instead of running away with what he came for, he found himself falling deeper and deeper into her as she made his heart skip in delight, for she was, in her own words, a little bit of Joy. * * * from some of my readers of this book, thanks❤- ❝I LOVE YOUR STORY OKAY. THIS STORY AND YOUR WRITING- IT GIVES ME HOPE YOU KNOW.❞ - aimawrites ❝This is so different than so many stereotypical stories on here and i'm so glad i read it.❞ -lepus_leporis ❝They're both so poetic and beautiful and perfect for each other. GAHHhh I love them.❞ - alycecaswell ❝The way she vividly describes the world makes me so happy. Heat keeps rushing to my cheeks in pure euphoric joy. This book is making me so grateful for everything around me and I never want it to end.❞ - nylammeeyn [highest rank: 7 in sad] [cover by soulanatomy]

𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐎𝐒 | SPINOFF by -eroticsaint

𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀 𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓 (ANGEL) Older. Scary. Silent. Damon Lars was always lurking in the shadows, a sinister presence that scared me. It would be oblivious for me not to notice him even in the darkest areas. He was there. Maybe invisible to others, not to me. My brother's best friend, Damon, was notorious for his dark reputation. While I immersed myself in books, I could feel his gaze upon me. Sometimes, I feel him notice me too. No one knows what happens when all my brother's friends are busy. I saw him. Every day. And I vowed to keep my mouth shut. My secret. And his. STELLA RUSSEL (PRINCESS) Rich. Entitled. Bratty. That was me, and I'm proud. I hated Grayson Meadows. He constantly treated me as if I were a spoiled rich brat - which I was - our fathers being business partners made us around each other a lot. Despite his mocking, he always protected me, causing me to feel uneasy in his presence. If I harbor such animosity towards him, why do I find myself concerned for him too? I hate him. But I fucking need him more. LILIANA ROSELINE (DOLLFACE) Jaxon's intense gaze always sent shivers down my spine, as if he could see right through me. He was Marci's violent older brother, a brooding figure with a penchant for chaos. Danger seemed to emanate from him like a dark aura. Yet, amidst his menacing aura, he would fixate his eyes on me, as if I were the epitome of perfection. But could a girl, so perfect, ever be enticed by a man like him? Yes, because I'm so deep down in love with him. AVERY RAVEN (LITTLE DEVIL) Alessio, the loud figure, refers to me as the 'little devil' and feigns animosity towards me. He says he hates me a lot. However, deep down, I am aware that his feelings are quite the opposite. In the dead of night, when the world slumbers, he clandestinely dials my number on each of my birthdays, evoking an unsettling sensation within me. Until last summer, when everything went south and I ruined Alessio's life

Cold Water by adaline_meadows

[BWWM] I was only twelve years old when the world turned cold. The day my mom died in that car accident, I felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my heart. My dad, who had always been my hero, suddenly became a stranger, filled with rage and blame. He couldn't see that I was hurting, too; he only saw me as a reminder of his loss. The accusations cut deep. He said it was my fault for being there, for not doing something to save her. For being the reason she was in the car in the first place. In the years that followed, things only got worse. The abuse started gradually-a harsh word here, a shove there-but it escalated, leaving scars that I carried long after the physical pain faded. I was drowning in my own despair, struggling to keep my head above water while my father's anger raged like a storm around me. I only had a break from his anger when I started living with Aunt Dina-my mom's older sister. Well, that was because she found me nearly dead on my bed after I took a dozen pills. I was tired of living. I had hit rock bottom. The harsh whispers that followed me around and the stares at school. I pretended not to notice, like it didn't bother me. But it did. I was alone. Then came Athalia, a ray of sunshine cutting through my darkness. With her, I felt something I hadn't felt in years-happiness. She became my light through the darkness and my lifeline. ••••••••••• ● Warnings ⚠️ ~ Mention of suicide ~ Anxiety attacks ~ Rape attempt ~ Mention of self-harm ~ Depression

His Shadow (Book I) by LokiBoreddd

Book I of 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓢𝓱𝓪𝓭𝓸𝔀 𝓢𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼 After feeling invisible for so long she finally was seen by the one boy that was supposed to be off limits. Little did she know falling for him would be the best and maybe worst thing she could have done in the long run. ***{Sneak Peak ONE}*** "Aurora, I don't want you back in my house if you are willing to act this way. You are no longer my child, I don't know who you are or what you have done with my daughter but you aren't her." My eyes start to water, great so I am apparently disowned, an ungrateful peace of shit and i'm not good enough for anyone. ***{Sneak Peak TWO}*** I look over at the door to see Juliano opening it. He walks over to me and says, "So we might have a slight problem." I look at him in confusion as he continues speaking, "Do you remember Lucian Kingston?" I nod. Of course I remember that creep. "Well he had something to do with your car accident." *** 𝓐𝓾𝓻𝓸𝓻𝓪 𝓑𝓵𝓪𝓴𝓮, 17, the girl that's always in her brothers shadow. The sweet, loving, smart girl who only gets the bare minimum and acts like she is completely fine. The beautiful brunette that falls for the Wide receiver on the football team thats also her brothers best friend. 𝓙𝓾𝓵𝓲𝓪𝓷𝓸 𝓒𝓸𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓸, 19, the boy that basically had it all but a relationship, party's all the time with Ashton Blake, plays football, an overprotective pain in the ass, ends up falling for the one girl that he shouldn't have. When will Aurora finally be able to shine? Why is Aurora in her brothers shadow? What will happen in the end? Read to find out!! |trigger warning| mentions of Self harm, Suicide, Self doubt, gore, and anxiety. STARTED: April 30, 2023 FINISHED: May 31, 2023 PUBLISHED: July 19, 2023 WRITER GOALS! 1k reads: 07/05/23 5k reads: 12/17/23 10k reads: 6/29/24 20k reads:

Veiled by Love by -rainydqys-

Autumn had gone through the worst mental games throughout the year. Her friends left her, her boyfriend betrayed her, she had no one else. It felt as if her life had been destroyed. Until she realized what she was doing to herself. Until she realized, she wasn't living the dream life. Would she continue to be veiled in darkness? Or would she allow love to overtake the evil within? Sequel to Veiled by Darkness, short story. Mature content. Mentions of depression, loneliness, suicidal thoughts and attempts. Self harm included. Intimate scenes. Harsh language Read at your own risk. Cover by @AlexandraLing2000 Banner by @veesquake

Living With A Sociopath || LeafyIsHere by iEazyE

You're living with three people. Calvin Vail, LeafyIsHere, and a demon... YOU are his drug. YOU keep him under control. YOU help him from going insane. You're the person that keeps him putting on his disguise. His fake smile. He's using YOU. That's why you're his drug. He needs you. Without you, he'll go insane. He has no emotions, not caring about anyone. He only cares about his drug, and that drug is you.... **BOOK COVER CREATED BY -lukeass**

Dear Diary, by Kittyninja03

This is the story of a girl named Autumn, she is 14 and doesn't have the best home or school life. 5 years ago this wasn't the case, she was a happy, worry-free girl who was always smiling. However, as she got older she realized that life wasn't so worry-free and nothing is all sunshine and rainbows. Her story is going to be told in the form of her diary, as life goes on she has her doubts, will she give up...or will there be something...someONE who can save her.

Is this happiness? by Elia-keen

She was having fun until it lasted. She tried to understand but she couldn't, she wouldn't...She gave up. But in a way of giving up, she was in denial about her life, about living, about feeling. All it took was a moment, a second and her life took a 180 degrees turn to the land of the truth... Or the land of a supposed to be fiction. "This could be Something amazing Like lightning inside us The moment that we see What dreams are made of What dreams are made of This is what dreams are made of" I don't own the originals, the vampire diaries. I own my OCs.

What About Us? by creatistx

I finally looked up at him and laughed. As soon as our gazes locked I think I was going melt by the intensity in his eyes. "Just promise one thing, neonata." Dylan leaned his forehead against mine. "You and I until the end." I nodded my head and smiled at him. "Me and you." Dylan raised his head and kissed my forehead. I rested my head back on his shoulder. Me and Dylan. *** Autumn O'Ryan is quiet. Very quiet. She just sits and watches everything that goes on around her. So, she certainly doesn't miss when badass Dylan Sawyer arrives on campus. He is also very attentive and Autumn notices this right away, of course. The two of them immediately cross paths, resulting in a strange yet comfortable relationship that can't be broken. I mean opposites attract....or so they say. When Autumn's feelings for Dylan take an unexpected turn, she slowly accepts the fact that she is falling for him. And she's falling fast. Unfortunately, Dylan doesn't feel the same way. He has his eyes set on Alexis Anderson. Dylan and Autumn go on and learn so many things about each other, letting each other in, becoming closer and closer. From family issues, obsessions, and...anger issues? Follow Autumn and Dylan as they realize even the most attentive people can be oblivious to anything.

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𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐅𝐔𝐋 ��𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐎𝐒 | SPINOFF cover

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If Ever (COMPLETED - EDITING)

Stella has been through a traumatic experience. She has been numb and quiet for 7 months and unsure and angry and grieving. She is not sure of her place in the world now that most of her family are gone... Why did she live? She has a twin in the hospital and she herself has state mandated therapy. Stella has lost all hope in life. Everything she dreamed, was now ash on the wind. Her love for art and her future hang in the balance. Then, Kai Walker shows up to the same support group therapy Stella's in, just when she is at her lowest. She hates his deep green penetrating eyes that seem to know her better than she does. But, for some reason, he, is what gives her the strength to say, screw it, maybe she wants to live. But Stella and Kai's trauma run deep and their demons keep coming back to haunt them. Can they be there for each other while the other falls apart? This story is about love and loss and heartbreak, as it is about trauma, PTSD and surviving and living with the aftermath of death and sexual abuse. Explicit scenes and adult content!!!! Here's your fair warning.