Finding Myself (Editing under critical condition)

Do you ever just wonder sometimes what life would be without someone or something? Like when you were a kid and thought that you needed your teddy bear or something and you thought you couldn't live without it. That is exactly how I feel. I need him. I crave him, but It's just like he never existed. It's like he was a figment of my imagination. I never thought I could get attached to someone. But I did. He helped me on the journey of Finding Myself.