living as who i am

as a gay trans boy coming out freshman year, I've dealt with a lot of hate. but you know what? fuck them. allies are what we need right now. but those are limited.
in a world where being who you are is unwanted.
not being a fucking barbie made of plastic and drugs? is not okay.
some of us resort to suicide. some resort to drugs. and in this story? suicide.
for god won't help us. he's been gone for a long time and he won't be back soon. as a gay trans boy coming out freshman year? i will continue getting hate. and no one will do anything about it until I do. what we need is a leader, a queer leader. a gay martin Luther king.