[DISCONTINUED] Heartbeat

october 9, 2022:
i saw ethan :] i went to his very last show of the tour, with a vip ticket, and met so many amazing people in line for the show. i asked the very first question at the q&a, "smash or pass the yellow angry bird," to which he somewhat bullied me and then answered "smash." the show was amazing, and i wish i could see it again. if he goes on tour again, i will 100% be seeing it, and i encourage you all to do the same :]

ANOTHER NOTE FROM APRIL 25 !

IM SEEING ETHAN ON TOUR IN MAY WOOOO

a note from march 10, 2022:

hello to anybody out there that may be seeing this. all zero of you lol . just wanted to update and say that I do watch mark and ethan again !! im trying to embrace my middle school/early highschool self and let myself like things even if they're not the norm. the story is still discontinued, but is staying up because I like to read it every few months to point and laugh. feel free to do the same :] -pen name

vv anything after this point is from 2017-2019 vv

Discontinued!!
Sorry all. I started this story two years ago when I was fifteen, and I just don't watch Mark or Ethan anymore. The story will remain up for the time being, so feel free to read it as it is now!

Description:

My name's Bailey. I'm fifteen, and I suffer from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, or PTSD. When I was young my parents abused me, and to top it all off, I got in a horrible car crash, and I couldn't even look at a car for three months, let alone ride in one.

At some point, when I was seven or eight, my abusive parents were found out and they were arrested, sending me to an orphanage. I was terrified.

And then one day, the orphanage surprised me with Annie, my very own service dog. I've been getting better with my PTSD ever since, but have been struggling to find a forever home for Annie and I. Until one day the perfect people walk through the orphanage doors, and I know they're the people for us.