This story is---my life story....since when i was technically born....towards now. It states my true feelings....unlike anyone has ever known.....it states how many times I cry...cry myself to sleep at night. How hurt I feel...when I just can't think of living anymore. But music...yes music and a smile help me...a lot more than anything in this world...I-I hope you guys understand my life....and don't hurt me...All Rights Reserved