I ____ You.
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Why do i always fuck everything up?
Why can't I do anything right?
What did say wrong?
What did I do?
Why do you hate me?
I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you.
Why can't I convince myself that I hate you?
This is letters and poems to my parents that I can't bring myself to give them in real life. I talk a lot more about my dad than my mom but she's in there sometimes.
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