Perfectly Imperfect

Katniss Cyril Francois, yes, that's me, the sluttiest bitch at school. You don't have to judge me and spit it on my face over and over again, i already admitted it. Yes, I'm a slut, but I have my reasons.
I'm used to being called that way, nicknames and stuff, having a bad reputation, being the main topic in gossips around the school, and I'm used to being the center of attention.
How'd I become a slut? Simple, boring, story, I fell in love, got rejected, chose a path i never expected to walk into, followed my sister's steps.
Oh yeah, my sister. She was a year older than me.
Back then, people would compare us both, I'm a nerd, she's a slut, she was pretty, I wasn't, I was never noticed, she was the center of attention,honestly, I never felt any hint of jealousy for her, but it all changed when it happened.
I love my sister, and I care about her, and she cares about me, even though she was the 'devil of the school' she always looked after me ever since.. ever since our parents died.
But that's part of the past now, and i moved on, the only thing I haven't moved on, is when the first and only person I fell in love with used me for someone else. Yep, i was heart-broken. But I didn't run away, I never run away.
I faced reality. Or, I changed reality.
I changed the way I used to be with the help of my sister, she encouraged me, and now, I'm stronger, the fragile me was gone, it was long gone, I have moved on, but, that fragile girl came back when it happened all over again.
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