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All Of My Heart

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Parts 21
Time 2h 16m

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Sawyer likes to pretend that he hasn't got a care in the world. He likes to be the thrill seeking risk taker. In private, he's still the thrill seeking risk taker, but he also has a huge soft spot for the woman he hasn't met yet. He's spent his whole life looking at his marks and feeling her pain, wondering what she might be like. 

     MerryAnne has dedicated her life to fulfilling her dream of opening a bakery. After spending her entire childhood saving literally every penny, she is finally opening her shop at 23. Things couldn't be better. Her business is taking off, she is finally living on her own, and her family has decided to join her in Denver. 

     One traumatic event brings them together, but will MerryAnne allow the bond between them to grow? Or will her fear drive her to push her soulmate away?All Rights Reserved

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You Mine

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