Tortured Mind
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Ongoing, First published Nov 27, 2013
Ever since I was little I was different. Thought differently, saw the world how nobody else did. One day I volunteered to do a science project. They ejected a needle into my brain. For two months I could see the world in someone else's eyes, I could see how other people thought, how they feel. I knew I was different but I didn't know I was that different. When the project was done I saw how I did before again. But the other people's thoughts, feelings, view of the world where still somewhere in her mind. And it tortured her more then anything. She's not herself anymore and will never be. she's slowly escaping from society, labeled insane. taken to a mental hospital but she won't stay there forever, she says she's normal and will escape, and she will. she'll become everything she use to hate all because she has a tortured mind. she can escape school, her parents, the mental hospital, the police but she'll never be able to escape her mind.
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