Deeper -Larry Stylinson- (ON HOLD!!!)
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"Last night, you asked me why I loved you. Well, I'm gonna tell you why right now.
You're perfect. You truly are. You're beautiful, nice, caring, sweet, talented and so, so handsome. You light up my world like nobody else. You lift me up when I feel low, you pull me back when I'm slipping away. You are my life, my drug, and you mean everything to me.
I don't know I'd do without you, honestly. I'd probably be gone. I would have probably left this world if you weren't here to save me. You're my hero, my savior.
Yeah, you may be a tease and really fucking cocky, but that's what makes you, you. Everything about you is so amazing. Your smile, your laugh, your eyes, your hair, your body, your dimples, everything. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me and I can't lose you." ~Louis Tomlinson
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(Warning: Drug Usage, Abuse, and Sexual Scenes.)
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