A love in a Spark (Love story of D.gray man)

This feeling inside my beating heart wasn't any normal feeling that I felt towards the guys in my life. It was a desire of love. It was something that runs deep like a river in a raining day. It claws the walls of the room it is trapped inside, trying to break out to reach the one I yearn for. The one that truly is my better half for me. It wasn't normal, is it? Am I that afraid to lose him? Forever? I am guessing that is how I feel as soon as I met him. At first it started as a little dislikeness to each other. Than it became something more than I expected. Something we both didn't seem to hoped for. If I could blame anyone for everything that happen through both our life, I blame my own. Not his, not anyones. I wasn't suppose to live, to feel this pain that the love created for me.