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brainchild | z.m. & n.h. au

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Time 44m

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I do not know what love is. I am small and the universe is enormous and I am rather ignorant. But you make me feel alive, and I guess that will have to be enough.All Rights Reserved

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It's always been you by Maayyaa

I can only tell you a thought of my own hopes. It is to know that love exists for real in the human world. All kinds of it. The bigger and the smaller, the most absurd one and the most sublime one. Desire and denying. Trust and distrust. All kinds of love. But I never thought it would happen to me until one day my hole world flipped upside down. They say the best things in life comes unexpected and I will forever be thankful for that.

Oxygen a.u n.h by coco_chaniall

"Love is the least of your worries, you need to breathe."

My Boss Is A Monster - Ziall (Boyxboy) by PotatoPrince

I thought in my life that High School and College will be the worst things in life that may come but I didn't know that the person who I'll meet will be my worst nightmare. And I'm awake. ------- [Completed: 5/11/2015] [2nd place in Bromance Awards: Undiscovered Ziall] © Copyright: All rights reserved. ||PotatoPrince

Let me love you (boyxboy) (Ziall) by WxnderStories

A Ziall story. Niall and Zayn. With some Larry scenes. Includes gay love and self harm. Niall fights everyday with a smile, being in one direction would be the best thing ever. Or so he thought. Once he starts feeling something for someone he never thought he could like more than a friend, he becomes really depressed. How does he deal with these feelings? Does he tell this person how he feels? Or does he keep it all a secret? Read and find out. Please don't read if self harm is easily triggered for you or you are homophobic.

Be My Savior {Z.H. AU} by Niall5989

Everyone has a story, whether it be a good or bad one it is there. Everyone starts somewhere, even if it is in a three story mansion or an abusive house. Everyone hides something, whether it is feelings towards someone or every single thing that has happened to you. Everyone has secrets, they are the same, hidden, dark, scared, unknown to the world. Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words leave mental and emotional scars. Battle wounds that I hold forever, in my mind, and on my body. Nightmares, awoken every night by the same faces that haunt all my dreams. Broken, scared, abused, raped, I am a broken soul waiting to be saved, though I know my savior will never come. I am Niall Horan, the soul that could not be saved. This story has abuse scenes, rape scenes, self harm, alcohol abuse, and graphic scenes. Readers are advised now. Completed as of 20/1/16. [boyxboy] Mainly - [Ziall Horlik] - Zayn Malik & Niall Horan Side of - [Larry Stylinson] - Louis Tomlinson & Harry Styles Side of - [Nosh Demshaw] - Josh Devine & Nick Grimshaw

Love Can be Frightening *A Ziall AU* by p0w3rfu1_0n3

*A Ziall AU* Zayn has always loved his sister. She meant the world to him. Doniya Malik has been Zayn's goddess. Zayn had always looked up to his sister, he had always wanted to be like her, even if that meant wearing her espadrilles and stilettos, dancing to Ariana Grande in her pink bedroom or smothering sparkly gold lipstick all over his mouth. Zayn loved his sister more than anyone in the world. But there was something he didn't know that went on with his sister. The conflicts his sister had with others. When Doniya had to move away 'for college', Zayn was devastated. Even though he spoke to her almost every night, he missed her dearly. He continued to do what he loved best, something that Doniya had taught him, how to skate. He kept on skating and hoping for his sister to return to him. Until then, he felt alone, unloved and confused. Until when another guy came in and caught him skating. Then, Zayn realised, he could love someone other than his sister. A different kind of love. And that he could be loved by someone else, a different kind of love. But What happens when love has physical consequences? Love can be Frightening.

'S Life ✓ by KeepCalmItsKelly

In the years since high school, Niall Horan has made a name for himself. But sometimes, no matter how big you become, there are still those people who have the power to tear you right back down. ... Ziall One-shot!

Against all odds (A Ziall fanfic) by ThelittlestOreo

Zayn Malik has a huge crush on the most perfect boy alive. Niall Horan. Too bad Niall is not only straight but he thinks Zayn is too, and they're both part of one direction how would the fans take it? how would the other boys take it? more importantly, if he knew, how would Niall take it? Little does Zayn know, Niall feels the same way about him. But once they both realize their feelings will they be able to live Happily ever after? Or will handling their fans, management, and their relationship be too much for the boys to handle?

Save Me From The Monsters - A Ziall Fic by Anonymous43

Niall has always been special. They called him different, strange, diseased. But he had visited many doctors, and none of them diagnosed him with anything. Niall was just scared, all the time. Paranoid, some people may call it. He swore there were monsters out to get him, and constantly lived his life in fear, never having the guts to tell anyone what was really happening to him. Until he meets Zayn. Zayn Malik has many frightening features himself. But will he be able to get Niall to loosen up, and for once in his life actually face the monsters who have made his life hell?

Over Again - Ziall (Sequel to "Just One Time") ✔️ by LamPayning

Niall is free. After four days of being locked inside a house from his kidnapers, he is free. But what happens when Niall realizes that he doesn't want to be free... that he'd rather stay locked in a house as long as Zayn was with him. He is hurt because he gave Zayn everything while he didn't even say goodbye. Was Zayn only planning to use Niall and then laugh behind his back? Niall didn't know what to believe. What will happen when he realizes that he likes the guy who had a crush on him when he was locked? What will happen when he realizes that his feelings are deeper than that? Will he try to find Zayn? But even if he found Zayn, what would he say? What would he do? Will he keep looking for Zayn, or will he just give up and try his luck with someone else? Co-written with @emilyjayne2013

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It's always been you

I can only tell you a thought of my own hopes. It is to know that love exists for real in the human world. All kinds of it. The bigger and the smaller, the most absurd one and the most sublime one. Desire and denying. Trust and distrust. All kinds of love. But I never thought it would happen to me until one day my hole world flipped upside down. They say the best things in life comes unexpected and I will forever be thankful for that.