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My Lovely Insanity (antisepticeye x depressed!fem!reader)

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I had always had a crush on him. I mean, who wouldn't? He's funny, caring for his fans, makes me happy and a lot more. He was there for me, whenever my dad brings sluts in our home. He was there when my mom passed and dad started getting drunk off his ass. He made me experience things I never thought I had. I just...want to be the one who he dates and marries, even though I'm only 18. But on the day I found out that side of him....I'm pretty sure my insanity arose as well and I love it~

(Trigger warning here and there throughout book. Harsh, maybe, words and sexual themes. If you don't like any of these, please do not read thank you! *^^* ヽ('▽｀)/)All Rights Reserved

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Black & White by ali_cher

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Broken Pieces by SMC_547

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Saving The Broken by TheDevil1155

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