because my past never grew old...
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Last published Mon, Mar 6, 2017
I was too scared,naive and so confused back then
You told me how you felt about me before you left
I never knew how to tell you what I felt
how to show you what I felt
Am all grown up now
I learnt ...
and I realised that my past with you never grew old
all the moments and all the memories we shared
although they were few
it hurts like I'm starting all over again
it hurts more because I felt the same all along
If only you held on a bit longer
you would have saved me from a broken past...
***because my past never grew old***
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