Fighting for my Happiness
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Last published Fri, Jan 16, 2015
Hello! My name is Andrea Hamilton and this is my struggle for happiness. It all started when me and my boyfriend went to this stupid party for the 4th of July. It was very dangerous and i had such a bad feeling. I blame myself for his death..... If i would've told him this was a bad idea he wouldn't be dead!!! And i wouldn't be depressed and having to fight for my happiness. Or struggling to keep my promise to never fall in love with anyone else...
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