Vertigo
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Last published Fri, May 21, 2021
Just a safe haven for the words I bleed...
The Jelsa Awards: 1st place poetry/short story
The Dazzling Sparks Awards: 1st place poetry
The Night Sky Awards: 2nd place poetry
World of Champions Awards: 1st place poetry
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