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I Imagine death so much it feels more like a memory.

milolikeshamilton

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Reads 1,621
Votes 45
Parts 13
Time 21m

milolikeshamilton

alexanderhamilton depression fluff gay gender hamilton henry hercules herculesmulligan hospital idk johnlaurens lafayette lams laurens lgbt welp yelp

A lams fic.

Brace yourself.

Shot boi watup. 

Warning triggers- anxiety, depression, abuse, ...trigger warnings will be posted at the beginning.All Rights Reserved

alexanderhamilton depression fluff gay gender hamilton henry hercules herculesmulligan hospital idk johnlaurens lafayette lams laurens lgbt welp yelp

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𝖻𝖺𝖻𝗒𝖽𝗈𝗅𝗅 ； 𝗐𝖺𝗅𝗄𝖾𝗋 𝗌𝖼𝗈𝖻𝖾𝗅𝗅 cover

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unpolished [lams] cover

Losers and lovers (Laurette)

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