Dying While Living
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MatureOngoing52m
Last published Sun, Jun 18, 2017
Loneliness... I never thought that this could effect me.
How I feel, the way I walk, even talking... I can't do this!
This- this pain I feel is indescribable.
And you can't fucking save me!
***
He was a small town boy, carefree from all lifes worries.
Too bad he's dying and no one can help him, he's destined to die.
They can't help him from this mess. He doesn't give a care about them or his life.
Whatever he can do, he does. Trying to bring back soiled memories and one hell of a lifestyle he'll never be capable of ever having.
Werewolf's, fae's, vampire's, magic: nothing can help him.
All methods of help are gone... just like his life will be one day.
His mates, they'll die when he does. It's destiny.
~Laura
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