pastel tears || joshler
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"you mean the world to me baby boy. your face is like the sun, and your eyes are gorgeous sunsets that cry pastel tears."
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tyler was raised on innocence and purity. his mother made sure he was homeschooled, and tried with every ounce of her being to make sure he was loved and cherished no matter what, and tried to keep his 16 year old mind pure at all costs.
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josh was a rebel. smoking behind libraries, drinking with his friends, and living home alone, he was never one to be the good guy. his parents were almost never home, constantly wasting their money to drink at bars and take unnecessary vacations.
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updated every monday wednesday and friday, and sometimes on weekends.
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trigger warnings: mentions of drug use, suicide, self harm, drinking/substance abuse, and broken homes.
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