Unending Endeavour

"I had rather have a fool to make me merry, than experience to make me sad..."~Shakespeare~ I had only wished i had listen sooner: I grew up in a foster home and didn't start school until I was 7, but by the age of 12 I was already starting highschool, But life felt like it had no true meaning. I continued my school work, and I graduated by 16, still with no real pull in where life should take me. I figured if I went to college i would find some...guide in my life. But after three years in history, three years in mathematics, two years in architecture, one year in geology, and a year in English with still no meaning, what more could i do. I wasted 10 years of my life, on what? To say I'm more intelligent than others, how intelligent is someone that throws 10 years and 300,000$ on nothingness. At least I thought it was wasted...

That last year of college I met this amazing girl, Autumn was her name. For once in my life i had joy, something to look forward to, meaning. I fell in love, and oh the joy it was. She was perfect, I loved her so much, and she loved me. I proposed, and for some unknown reason she said yes. Every thing was going perfect, almost.