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Suicidal Love

ConnorEngelsman

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Reads 5,921
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Parts 7
Time 1h 1m

ConnorEngelsman

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Malec Highschool AU: Since Alec is still in the closet, he watches Magnus from a distance, and notices cuts on his wrist. One day, during lunch, a crowd gathers around the school. Magnus had been bullied to the point of suicide, looking down from the roof of the multi-story school building. Can Alec save him in time, or will he never get to tell him how he feels?

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Love from The Start by TheMalecPrincess

Alec Lightwood never thought of himself as anything special. He was just the protective older brother and that guy who loved photography maybe a little too much. His life would soon be changed when he gets into one of the biggest art schools in the world. There he meets Magnus Bane who shows him just how special he can be. The art for this cover belongs to the amazing Cassandra Jean and the characters belong to the equally as amazing Cassandra Clare. Story contains mature themes like Eating disorders, depression, and talk of Suicide.

My Savior (Book 1) by malec_ff

Alec Lightwood and Magnus Bane are two different people. if Alec is warm and loving, Magnus is cold and temperamental. This is a story of Magnus an owner of Bane company, the cruel boss who in need of hiring a new PA while Alec is a jobless person and tried to fill in the position. The wild ride continues when Magnus helped Alec with his personal problem in his life. Little do they know, the cold heartless person is actually a care and considerate.

Love Lessons by angelsmalec

Magnus is an English teacher, working in a school. He's worried about someone, this someone called Alec Lightwood. He has been worried about him for a while now and it's not until Alec doesn't show up at school that he doesn't act up on his suspicions, about what's truly going on in Alec's life. This fanfic implies abuse and bullying but it isn't explicit. The bullying is only referenced but the abuse is something they'll talk about a lot. This fanfic also implies a teacher-student relationship, so if this is something you don't like, don't read this story. The relationship is consensual, Alec is almost 18 and Magnus is 23. **Used to be My Hot Teacher**

Born Confused: Malec AU by fandoms_of_feels

*Completed* Alec Lightwood was your average guy. Straight A student, athletic, but had an attitude at times. Although he'd rather stay quiet than be social, like people said he was. He was a listener, but somehow he was a true leader. Magnus Bane, a very feminine bisexual. Very confident, outgoing, fashionable. He did well in school, not the brightest but not the dumbest. Just what he liked. He was very chatty and said whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted. That's when Alec and Magnus first talked, senior year when Alec was tired of trying to see if he really like Jace and he was tired of being scared of being gay. They both hope this is a real relationship, and not a test.

How to not mess this up #malec fanfiction by WarmthOfRain

In an alternative universe, Magnus is a handsome player with badass vibes, who's deepest wish is to have someone to love. He would never admit it to himself. One day, just before his birthday, he goes to get a tattoo. The guy supposed to ink him is Alexander Lightwood, the most gorgeous man he's ever laid eyes on. But he doesn't seek romance and neither does Alec...or don't they? Things start to escalate when they try to struggle with their way of lives and sealing their hearts to everyone trying to love them. Will they let each other into their hearts?

If I Die Young by goldensunflover

( Trigger warning - depression, self-harm, bullying, strong language, homophobia, physical assault, suicidal thoughts, suicide. ) "What if the only way not to feel bad, is to stop feeling, anything at all, forever?" People are cruel, and Alec knows this better than anyone else. He has been abandoned by everyone on the earth and he has nothing and no one to live for... Until one day. This boy might be the begging of Alec's happines... or the begging of his end...

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Sleeping Beauty: A Malec Fairytale #2 by Book-Lover2001

** All books in the 'Malec Fairytale Series' can be read in any order. None of the books over lap or connect. They each follow a different fairytale** It all happened so fast. The whistle blew, everyone charged, then it all went black || Alexander Lightwood and Magnus Bane had been secretly dating for the past few month, unbeknownst to everyone around them. But what happens when everything starts turning from a fairytale to a tragedy? What happens when Alec falls in the middle of a football game and doesn't get back up? What happens when the love of Magnus' life might never wake up again and he's an ocean and a continent away?

numb // malec by notyourbitchboybane

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Hundred miles apart - another Malec Story by vivschreibt

[COMPLETED] Alec was always living like a shadow in his school. No one saw him and neither did he have a lot of friends. One night he gets a message from an unknown number and finally makes a new friend, named Magnus. They become Internetfriends and slowly Alec starts to feel more for Magnus but knows that Magnus is not someone who would date someone.

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Sleeping Beauty: A Malec Fairytale #2 cover

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Love from The Start

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