THE CHASE

I haven't seen him in two years, but here I am at the airport waiting for him to pick me up. I'm sure he was surprised to get my text two days ago when I told him id be flying across the country to see him. We haven't talked in six months so I'm sure he was defiantly surprised. I'm not positive on what I'm walking in to yet, he could have a new girlfriend I haven't heard about since we stopped sharing everything months ago. But I needed him, I needed him to hold me and tell me life is going to turn out okay, that the future isn't going to be as scary as I think it will be, I need him to be my strength right now like he always has been. I've never been so nervous before in my life, I feel like someone has punched me in the stomach and I cant breath, what's he going to say when he sees me is he going to be disappointed I came? Is he going to look right through me and see that I'm really not okay right now, or is he going to see me for who I really am and just leave. When I text Ryan to tell him I was coming in two days time that id already booked a flight he called me immediately he sounded happy, but I haven't been able to read him in a long time.