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Still The Addict

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Reads 1,837
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Parts 14
Time 1h 11m

SteinShipping61

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Sherlock has never believed in love, nor has he ever needed it. That has all changed now. He loves John Watson. He wants John Watson. It burns like fire, like heroin running through his veins. 

Not a desire. An addiction. Maybe it's just John. Maybe it's that intoxicating touch and empathetic demeanour. Maybe it's the way he cares so much. What makes Sherlock so addicted to John Watson? 

The man who's never wanted anyone now needs someone. Is it something he'll be able to handle?All Rights Reserved

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I Am Sher-Locked Up by DrSpazz

Depressed!Sherlock Sherlock Holmes: the man, the myth, the legend. John Watson: the soldier, the comforter, the strong. That's what everyone thinks, anyway. John has found out about the deep, dark secret Sherlock clutches so close to himself, and is determined to help the detective. The two fall in love, their resolve and strength tested every day of the war in Sherlock's head. ***TW: self harm, suicide, depression, etc***

Live In Love by BillyTheSkull

John Watson and Sherlock Holmes slowly come to realize they are in love with each other, but are either of them willing to admit how they feel?

rough ashes ;; johnlock by flatsound-

Sherlock Holmes - beautiful and broken and he's got a traumatic past that he vows to keep silent. John Watson - quiet, simple but extraordinary, so he keeps himself buried in books. John finds Sherlock on the vile, horrid streets in the darkest part of london, and helps him. He does not know why, or how, but nevertheless he cares for him. He was never able to pry into much of Sherlock, and vice versa. But over time, slowly and carefully he gets Sherlock to open up. And there he finds his deepest and darkest secret he holds. But as John's world grows enventually, Sherlocks has begun to shrink - and rapidly. How far will John go to save the boy he has come to love completely? With music ;)) (((((triggers!! things like self harm, depression, abuse, suicide!! please be aware that this story is badly written and my first fanfic!!)))

Chemical Disaster {JOHNLOCK} by GryffindorPancakee

"Detective Holmes, does your job ever cause you troubles that might lead to consuming drugs?" "I never have troubles with my job." Sherlock said, holding John's penetrating gaze without flinching. "Neither family issues, nor anything related with your job. Perhaps unrequited love, then?" *** Sherlock Holmes relies on many things to keep his supreme mind rational. Murder cases, for instance, provide him the adrenaline required to persist in sanity without falling into an abyss of dullness. Morphine serves as a tranquilizer for his untamable fact processing brain. Cocaine is a fine source of dopamine and fills in the hole of emptiness dug by the lack of intellectual crimes. To an outsider, he would fit labels like drug addict, sociopath, maniac, freak, but Sherlock thought he had attained a fairly satisfying equilibrium in life. But that was until he his brother stepped in, and John Watson became his therapist... And his flatmate. And a very alarming problem. ⚠️ Warning : mentions of drugs

To Lose A Loved One (Johnlock) by secretfangirl98

To see life fade from your loved one, to not feel their pulse, breaks you and you can never fix it however hard you try, it can never be fixed for as long as you live. This is the story of the man who had lost the only person he loved but can that person return before he attempts to join them. John and Sherlock never lived a danger free life, but know everything was crashing all around them, and as John pulled himslef from the rubble to move on from his past Sherlock, the only question is can Sherlock do the same or will he fall further than ever before?

Tall Buildings and Pill Bottles - A Johnlock Story by johnlock_is_otp

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️- mention of suicide , domestic abuse, eating disorders and self harm. John and Sherlock are working a case when Sherlock gets shot. He is not majorly injured, but It required that John looks at his medical records. He quickly realizes that Sherlock had 5 suicide attempts in the past years. As John and Sherlock admit their feelings for each other, John learns how deep Sherlocks mental problems run. John knows he cannot magically make Sherlock better, but is determined to try to be there for him. Will he be able to? Completed. 87k words with a sequel in progress

Freaky Love // JohnLock/TeenLock FF // ENG by the_boxhead

Sherlock Holmes, a 16 years old Teenage boy that gets bullied a lot and is happy when the summer breaks starts. 2 months in Ireland with his family But who's that handsome boy that lives beside his auntie? That cute neighbour that he sees every day while he's there? Let's find out :) [First English Story in my life so grammar mistakes are on point] [Smut ahead] [Obviously a good Teenlock :P] [TW : bullying, self-harming and drug use]

Skinny Love: A Johnlock Fanfiction by meglet713

Sherlock Holmes classified himself in many ways. Consulting detective. High-functioning sociopath. Yet he never thought he would be anorexic. When John notices Sherlock growing thinner, he is desperate to find help. Sherlock moves from crime scenes to clinics, his health deteriorating with each refused meal. John must keep a level-head through Sherlock's panic attacks and physical ailments, but he doesn't know how long he can stay strong. As both men see the worst in each other, they realize treatment may come in the form of the most powerful motivator: love.

Sherlock's secret by oxyy-moron

John has found out about Sherlock's self harm and is left baffled as to how to tell Sherlock about his own secret. *TRIGGER WARNING*

Y/n Holmes // Sherlocks Sister by bxnny106

**in this story, Sherlock doesn't have a drug habit and season 2,3 and 4 don't happen in this story line** You are Sherlocks sister, mentally ill. You suffer with depression, anxiety, self harm addiction, drug addiction. You cant seem to help yourself out of this hole so when you move to the flat above Sherlocks', he makes it his goal to help you.

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Sherlock's secret cover

Y/n Holmes // Sherlocks Sister cover

I Am Sher-Locked Up

Depressed!Sherlock Sherlock Holmes: the man, the myth, the legend. John Watson: the soldier, the comforter, the strong. That's what everyone thinks, anyway. John has found out about the deep, dark secret Sherlock clutches so close to himself, and is determined to help the detective. The two fall in love, their resolve and strength tested every day of the war in Sherlock's head. TW: self harm, suicide, depression, etc