Young Teenage soul

"it was your fault! if you never made me go none of this would of happened. My father would of never died. He would be here!" Zayn yelled harshly at me. "But Zayn you're just sad I am so sorry I-" "I never wanna see you again" Zayn quietly said. He just looked down at the ground. I left. No goodbye, No words. That was the last time I saw him until now. My name is Amanda. This is how I "ruined"my best friend's life and how he is going to ruin mine.