I Choose 《Zan
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"I genuinely love Alfie more than words can explain, but the truth is... I've always had a serious crush on Dan Howell, as terrifying as that is for me to admit."
They thought secret crushes were ok- easily hidden, never to be found out; until they met in person.
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