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It's No Point Anyway (Niam AU)

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Parts 9
Time 59m

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Do you really want to hear my story? It isn't a nice one. My story is horrible. Pathetic. Just like me. I'm horrible. I'm pathetic. My mum died on my 5th birthday. It was my fault. My dad and my brother never talked to me after that again. And if they do, they just tell me how worthless I am. They abused me and my own dad even raped me a few times. School's not much better. Everyone in that world of hell hates me. I don't believe in love. People just act like they care when in reality they don't give a shit.

My name is Niall Horan and I want to end my life.All Rights Reserved

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A Love Close Near Death by ArianaLovve

(Caution! May be triggering. If you trigger easily I advise you to not continue reading.) Niall Horan always been the normal one out of all his friends back home, but that all changed after his XFactor audition. He believes that no one will ever love him. Why would they? He's hideous, fat, a disgrace, and supposedly gay. As a matter of fact, he just might be. There is one member of the group that understands him, that pities him because he knows how he feels. What will happen when Niall tries to take his own life? Will the one he loves follow in his footsteps? Will everyone be overjoyed? Or will everyone regret everything they ever did to him and become overly depressed? (PS) I don't think that Niall is fat, hideous, a disgrace or gay. I love Niall with all my life and heart. He is my saviour, my smile, my reason to be. If anyone thinks that Niall is hideous, fat, a disgrace or gay.... I'll personally find out where you live go to your house & stab you while you're sleeping.

Strong ||N.H|| by VasHappenninJenn

Depression is not just a mental illness, it is also an emotion. Mine began when I was fourteen, after my parents died only months apart. Now I have to look over my younger sister and care for her no mater what. I love her, and she loves me. All of that changes once a blonde boy saves me and begins to care for me despite the risks. Little did I know was that he was going to change my life forever and that I was going to change his forever. Story published Sept. 4 2014

Finding Me {Niall Horan} completed by KathleenTaraLouise

I thought I was done finding me. I thought I was complete and that there was no more to do. But now I've lost myself, I'm incomplete. I've lost one of the most important things in my life, I've lost my life and everything about it. I guess I'm always going to be finding me. Lovely cover made by @night-owls (triggering concepts inside) I wrote this a long time ago, and it shows how immature my writing was then, so only read if you can stand awfully written stories. (Most likely being unpublished next year)

Will we ever have a happy ever after? (Larry Stylinson) by xX_CARLEY_Xx

I'm not sugar coating this. This is a story of a slow suicide, depression, self-harm and suicide. This is how trust, jealousy and love kills you slowly but your loved ones only realise when it's too late. Too late to save you. Too late to say sorry. Too late to say I need you. Too late to say 'I love you.' Your just gone. They can't get you back. That's the time they actually start caring about you

P.s i still love you by deliriousfandoms

When Louis hateful words go to far, everything takes a unexpected turn. Harry dies. Niall admits to Zayn his love for Liam. Louis starts getting anonymous packages that arrive every week. Zayn finds a girlfriend. What more could happen? Well, thats answered when they find out who is sending the packages.

My Medication // N.H. ✔️ by GxthLilith

I let his darkness in my life, letting that darkness take over my life too by falling in love with each other, ruining everything and making me into a monster I never saw becoming. ATTENTION! STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, VIOLENCE, SELF-HARM, DRUGS, SEX, ABUSE, RAPE, MURDER AND OTHER SENSITIVE CONTENT.

I'm not Crazy (Larry) by tattoo_Larry

Louis Tomlinson: 24 been in a mental asylum from when he was 18 when his parents found him on the floor off the bathroom with his wrist slit. His family called him crazy said he only wanted attention. They did not know he had depression from being bullied all the time in high school how they keep at it after,going to his job and telling him he was a ugly fag. he was a loner had no one but his sisters tell they turned there back on him and did not even try to stop his parents from taking him away and putting him and this new hell hole of a place called south alexander hospital for the mentally insane. Harry styles: 20 put into south alexander hospital for killing his mom step dad and sister. saying that he was framed and it was a colored man who tied him up and put him into the basement the judge said he was not right in the head and should get help. he has no one and cant get the image of all the dead bodies out of his brain it keeps replaying. the blood the tears the worst part is how he could only tell one person the story because he had to being selective mute only being only to talk to people he trust. ****** HELLO LARRY!!!!!! ok so this has depression self harm and may trigger some so don't read if it might because I love you and want you all to be happy. if you ever need someone to talk to just message me I might can help. this is boy on boy!!!! // Book 1 (Book under slow editing)

Trembling Hands (One Direction Fan Fiction) by ReservedRose

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Please, Just Leave Me To Die *Narry Storan* by Oh_How_Original

- Not completed-Do you ever just sit in your room at night and think about everything? Why you were born, what’s the point of living? Are you even needed in this cruel world? Do you ever just think, would anyone even miss me if I’m gone? These thoughts run through my mind pretty much every night. I lie in bed, staring at my ceiling with tears rolling down my cheeks. Normally along with several fresh marks embedded into my stomach and skin. Nobody would ever know though, why would they? It’s not like my family are remotely interested in me or anybody for that manner. Well, I use the term ‘family’ extremely loosely. My ‘family’ basically consists of me living with my uncle who doesn’t even register that I’m living in the same house as him. He basically uses me for the benefits so he can buy more cigarettes and spent more money on prostitutes. I use the term ‘house’ loosely also, I wouldn’t call it a house. I would call it a two bedroomed shack on the rough side of town

Don't let me go(niall horan fanficton ) by Ravi-lavi

Hi I'm Angela I'm 17 years old and I'm in the twelfth grade. I cut . I'm fat . I'm ugly . I'm worthless . I'm me .Everyone thinks I'm the one who is always happy but in the inside , im dying . I've been abused my whole life. I've been bullied since the third grade and I've been cutting since the 7th grade .I want it to be normal again,like it was in the past. I use to have a best friend but we grew apart . Now The only persons that helped, helps me get through this they don't kne that I exist . They're Niall,Liam,Louis,Harry, Zayn. Yeah I know it's corny but I love them . To you they might be gay ugly worthless but to me there my everything . they will always have apiece of my heart just for them.

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(Caution! May be triggering. If you trigger easily I advise you to not continue reading.) Niall Horan always been the normal one out of all his friends back home, but that all changed after his XFactor audition. He believes that no one will ever love him. Why would they? He's hideous, fat, a disgrace, and supposedly gay. As a matter of fact, he just might be. There is one member of the group that understands him, that pities him because he knows how he feels. What will happen when Niall tries to take his own life? Will the one he loves follow in his footsteps? Will everyone be overjoyed? Or will everyone regret everything they ever did to him and become overly depressed? (PS) I don't think that Niall is fat, hideous, a disgrace or gay. I love Niall with all my life and heart. He is my saviour, my smile, my reason to be. If anyone thinks that Niall is hideous, fat, a disgrace or gay.... I'll personally find out where you live go to your house & stab you while you're sleeping.