Wish you were here. (5sos)
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Complete Sat, Nov 30, 20135m
I got to meet our idols . She didn't . I got to smile and become friends with them. She didn't . I got to tell them how much they've done for me . She didn't . I get to live . She didn't. My best friend killed herself a while ago and I still haven't got over it. I don't think I ever will . But after meet 5 seconds if summer I think things might get better for me from now on . Even without her . My life will go on . Even if hers won't.
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