I take my journals and put them here in hopes that people can learn from my experiences. I am I cutter. I and trying really hard to stop cutting but to me it's like trying to take away a smokers cigarettes. Taking away my blades is terrifying to me. And I know I shouldn't have so much need for a little piece of metal but it helps me stay calm and it is my go to when I'm upset. Please is you have trouble with self harm and get triggered easily please do not read this.