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A Stranger To Yourself (Previously I Curse You All, To Hell And Back)

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People say that, as is expected, your family is supposed to love you unconditionally. But what do when all they do is tell you how much they wish you'd never existed at all

My younger years they were filled with people ignoring me and casting me to the side. To most, I was like a leaky roof, something annoying and unnecessary that you were sure shouldn't be around in the first place but you didn't care enough about to pay attention to.

From their first moment of meeting me, I could see the judgment and disdain in people's eyes. I'd always wondered and still did, what I had done or what people had heard about me that made them loathe me without actually knowing me.

The day I got my mate, he'd reacted no different. this was a day that was supposed to fall above all others in your life. most people found their happily ever after on the day they were united with their mate. 

Mine hadn't gone that way at all.

Like with any other good thing that happened in my life my family had not been supportive at all. They'd all faced me with the truth: My mate was going to reject me.

but me being the stupid girl everyone knew I was, I went in blindly, believing whoever had said: "Love conquers all." 

That night, I'd experienced a heartbreak one thousand times worse than any ignorance, rumors or anything else I'd ever gone through before.

They say fate is something unavoidable and that everyone has a purpose. But I wondered how Fate, what was supposedly this divine idea, could deal someone the worst of life and expect them to carry on. 

I hadn't wanted to. I wanted it all to stop. For the flurry of terrible experiences that made up my entire life to end. And so, I took the most drastic measures necessary to give myself that peace. 
But someone didn't want me gone. 

That person hoped that one day I would be able to realize that being a stranger to yourself and to everyone around you was not a weakness. 

(Recently renamed, previously called I Curse You All To Hell And Back)All Rights Reserved

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Alpha...... You rejected me. Remember? by EvilDragons1

"Your no mate of mine! You're weak and not worthy of being the Luna." He shouts, but I didn't filinch once. "I, Alex, future Alpha of the DragonFire pack, reject you Violet as my mate and Luna." "You will regrect rejecting me, Alex, mark my words." And then I ran. --------------------- Violet was a Omega. The lowest rank in a pack, a Omega, having one in the pack was pitiful they brought dissapointment and disrespect to the pack. So with out parents or friends Violet was bullied and treated like a slave for the pack, and her mate rejected her. Too bad they didn't know how strong and powerful she is. What will happen when she is called to help her old pack, but people from her past come back. Will she accept Alex or will she reject him back and be with another. --------------------- Hey guys! Hope you like this book if you read it! Please remember to comment. It honestly does help me a lot, it keeps me motivated. Also I try and update every weekend, but of course I do have a life outside of YouTube, and I do get writer's block sometimes. Please don't steal my characters, they belong to me, also any relations between the characters in this book to the real world are purely coincidental.

Lilith. by CheerleadingLifeX

I, Alexander Stone, reject you..." he trailed off, he doesn't even know my name. " as my mate, my soul and the luna of this pack" as soon as those words were said I felt an excruciating pain in my whole entire body. It felt like someone was setting my body a light, whilst shredding my skin off my body and taking my limbs a part one by one. The pain however was something that I could deal with and he did not expect that because his smirk faltered when my eyes started glowing. I could feel my wolf howling in pain and in anger and she was beginning to surface even more. " Why" I managed to growl out, my voice was still my own which meant that I still had some control of the situation. " You're asking why? Just a year ago you was a feeble human, you're too weak for this. I don't want a weak mate, I need a strong mate, someone that can lead a pack not someone who doesn't even know what a pack is" His words were like daggers to my heart but the disrespect hurt me the most. He shouldn't disrespect me like that, he doesn't even know who I am. " Pathetic, scatter to your little freak family and stop polluting this area" I snapped me eyes away from my so called mate to the source of the voice. It was no other Emma MqQuay, the queen bee of the school and my mates toy. By the time she said those words I was very close to my wolf taking control and partially for what I did next was due to her.

REJECTED WITH THE ALPHAS BABY by LauraCorrea798

Being the daughter of the moon goddess and an angel is stuff but being in danger all the time is stuffer, when my house is attacked both my parents and the elder are forced to place me in the watchfull eye and protection of the strongest pack there is in the United States. While both of my parents return to their places in heaven I am left in the care of my nana, her mate and her son. They become my parents and brother as when I am placed in the Blackfire Wolf Pack the concil man tell the Luna and Alpha of the pack that they had to say that I am a human girl that was adopted by my nanny and her mate since my parents had died in a car accident when I was four years old and since my nanny and her mate were friends with my parents they adopted me so I would be with people who I knew and not some complete strangers, although they knew my real identity they had to promise to keep it a secret from everyone including their son who is the future alpha of the pack. My name is Selena White Wolf and this is my story of how I became rejected and pregnant with the alphas pup, follow me and I will tell you how this all started and how it ends this roller coaster story.

The Rejected Fire Wolf by MemE050222

Hunter Anther was never good at hiding his feelings, that's why he couldn't hide that he was damn gay. And being part of one of the largest packs to ever exist, he became an abomination. Even to his own family. Everyone hated him, everyone bullied him. He though maybe after meeting his mate, girl, or boy he would be alright and try to live the rest of his life like how he wanted. But the thing is he was unsure if he will get a mate. The moon goddess wasn't fond of him because in addition to being an outcast, he wasn't blessed with a wolf. What will happen when his future Alpha, aka biggest bully and former friend turns out to be his mate. Will he accept and care for him or make him lose the last bit of hope he had? Is he strong enough to withstand the pain and struggle thrown at him and make a living out of it? *** "I didn't mean it.. I.. I was young and ignorant..." he tried to explain while clenching my hand, I looked at him in disgust and pulled my hand away. "What about me? How old wad I to deserve all the things you did to me?! Tell me, how was I different from you? Four years ago you rejected me after everything you've done to me. It wasn't enough punishment for you, you didn't even spare me a glance after ruining me. You left me, you are not gay." My voice trembled bit at the end but my face remained as emotionless as ever. I will never give him the satisfaction of seeing me vulnerable, not again. But why does my heart feel like it's bleeding? Shouldn't I be hating him and happy that he's on his knees begging me. So why am I tearing along with him? **** 25/02/24 - 9/08/24 **** A/N How many of us believe in second chances? Does love really conquer it all? This is not a 'love is blind' story, if you're looking for one.

| MMRM | My Mate, Remember Me by Itwasonlyadream801

***Please read my message on November 12, 2019 (if you can) for enlightenment purposes*** "Who are you?" A certain Luna asked. "Tell me, why do I feel like this?" The Alpha in front of her just stayed frozen. "Why do you make me feel so....pained?" The Luna questioned as her hands slightly trembled. "You have suffered because of me. I deserve to be punished but please," He said as he tried to approach her. The Luna watched him in disbelief as the man embraced her tightly in his arms. "Please let me hold you in my arms, even if its just for awhile, even if its just for today. Please..." He begged as tears fell down from his face. 'If I tell her that she's my mate, then I will lose the right to remain by her side.' The Alpha firmly said inside his mind. 'Please, just let me stay while I can, because once she remembers me - I will have to leave.' ※◎※◎※◎※◎※◎-※◎※◎※◎※◎※◎ This book is a work of fiction. The cliche: "Alpha rejects his mate and regrets it once he sees her." WARNING: Over-used plot and plot holes. I just had to write it. *laughs* #MMRM ©Itwasonlyadream801 [Aleana Dela Cruz]

Captured By A Ruthless Vampire King (Book 2) ✔️ by S0NDREENJ

Book 2 of (The Awakening Series) I'm a She-wolf who happened to be born on the day of The Awakening. My people once believed that the day when Luna passes directly behind earth and into the shadows was the day of new beginnings. The day of rebirth! They once called those particular days.... Luna passing days! For centuries Werewolves believed that in the year 2081 on the Luna passing day. Our creator and savior the moon Goddess would once again walk the earth. Even the Lycans who are believed to be direct descendants of the moon goddess believed in Luna passing days. All of my people were wrong, Lycans included. The Luna passing day in the year 2081 was marked as The Awakening. For humans, it was the act of the vampire species coming into awareness of the human world. To Werewolves, it was the day we have knocked off our high horses. Well, that's how I see it anyway but I'm no ordinary She-wolf. My kind usually thrives just thinking about spilling vampire blood. They always have. I honestly feel like we all can get along. Seriously, holding on to grudges never did anyone any good. It's pointless. We should all co-exist. I truly thought I understood the pain of losing your loved ones. I knew it cut deep but I never truly understand how fucking deep it hurts. You see I use to believe that most vampires were just misunderstood. I use to believe that the only way to stop the bloodshed is to forgive and forget. How fortunate for me, that funny word name fate decided to show me otherwise. The Vampires took someone extremely important away from me. They crushed my soul when they took her life. I'll never forgive them. For the first time in history, my people were right I'll never heal. Especially, now! I'm living with this ruthless Vampire King who insists on calling me his chosen but the sickest part of it all is he is actually my mate. #1 in Vampire/Romance # 2 in series Unedited. Cover Created By:@Autumnsewell

Cursed For Eternity (Tribrid Series Book 2) by Life_Under_The_Stars

Have you ever just look up to the sky and ask the Moon Goddess "Why?" I have. I do it every single night for the past four years. I don't know if I'll have a second chance mate. I doubt the Moon Goddess would bless me with one when I literally killed my own mate with my own two hands. Now, Dominic. Dom. He deserves one. His died the night of our Ball. He seen her from afar a few weeks back. Just for a second. We were in such a hurry in our Village that he never got the chance to talk to her. He never got the chance to know her. I however, was cursed with a mate that betrayed me before I even knew who she was. I never got the chance to know her either. Once I heard her talking about ending our family. The thought of a mate I had went out into the forest. My mother. My fathers. My brothers. My sisters. Harlee! Who could do harm to her? She's just sweet and innocent. She's my baby sister. I didn't care for her explanations. I cared and loved my family more. To Odin and I she was a trespasser. She was the enemy. So, I killed her before she could do harm to our people. To my family. To my friends. It was her or all of them. I picked them. I would rather have her blood on my hands than have the entire pack. The entire clan. My entire family's blood on my hands. So I killed her without a second glance. I killed her with no emotions. After that night. I changed and it wasn't for the best. I changed and became colder. If I get a second mate, if she blesses me, I will reject her. When "Mate" escaped my lips I nearly died. Fuck. Why did she have to show up now? Why couldn't I have been blessed being mateless. It would make everything so much easier. But than again nothing is easy in my life. Do I trust her or do I reject her? Will the past repeat itself? Or will this lilac haired cherry blossom eyed mate when over my icy cold heart?

Blind Lycan by hells_princess999

I was just a normal girl, despite not being human. Growing up my life was shitty, but still I was glad to be alive despite how dead I felt inside. There wasn't a single person in the world that I could trust. Not a single person that I cared for. Until HE came. My boring life soon vanished, werewolves hunt me from all corners of the earth. Rogues, Alphas, and kings Alike. I was kidnapped, despite him telling people different. Everyone told me he was a monster, the beast that never loved, he didn't feel pain, or remorse. For a while I believed the stories and rumours, until I came to realise that the beast simply acted on the assumptions of others. They called him a beast. They treated him like an animal. So the animal he became. But I could see the pain, the agony that he feels every day of his life. Unable to see the world in colour ever again, completely blind in human form. Slowly I was falling for the Lycan, not realising that he was waiting to catch me. With enemies surrounding me, and old unfamiliar friends appearing out of thin air to reveal secrets that I had long forgotten, things get complicated. Lies are told, secrets are kept, and slowly but surely myself and the beast and ripping each other apart. Will we survive the wars? Or will it destroy us both? The truth is always revealed at one point, no matter how much it rips apart your happy little bubble. With an enemy stronger than us all, and older than time itself, how do we defend ourselves? He is coming for me, and he will kill everyone I've come to love if they step in his way. Little did any of us know that the key to the kings demise, was me. I have power beyond anything anyone has ever seen, I am the daughter of the mother moon, and he wants it. He wants it all. And he plans on burning those who even consider stopping him. READ TO FIND OUT... *INCLUDES SWEARING, VIOLENCE AND MATURE SCENES*

The Omega's Second Chance by NStantLUV

In Eivanna's old life she was nothing. She was nothing to her family, to her park, and even to her mate. The thing is, she doesn't deserve it, any of it, but they don't care, they'll never tell her why. They just want to weaken her until she finally breaks. The thing is she hasn't broken, she won't break. She will take everything in in order to keep everybody happy, but she's never truly known happiness or love. Her first mate is out of her life, well sort of, and when her second one comes, who could blame her for wanting to leave. For finally putting herself first. For wanted happiness, and love. For truly wanting, craving, needing a second chance. Now she's with someone she can love, forever. Now she's with people that make her happy, always. Although, now she has to face someone mad, greedy, and crazy enough to take that from her. Since when did they loose it? Why do they want her? You'll just have to find out. So will trying to find answers lead to some bad answers? What happens when someone want her? What happens when two people want her? When is it her time to shine? That one I can answer, soon. As for the others, honestly, even I don't know, so read and find out. Preview: I opened it. "Dear sweet, stupid, child. You should have stayed an Omega, now you're mother is going to end up like your father, in the grave. Then, so will you. You want to seek me out, just follow my trail, but come alone. Don't need more people you love dying do you? You don't know me but trust me you will. And seeing as those filthy, worthless, freeloaders couldn't keep you in your place, I'll have to. See you soon sweet, stupid, child." Also in the envelope is a picture of me over the years as an Omega, and then me and Donovan. One picture was on me looking at the stars outside my old pack house during a vacation, it had writing on the back. "So beautiful, yet so stupid."

Reject (mxm) by isabella_kai

Paranormal Romance (Werewolf) You know that movie Jerry Maguire? It's about this sports agent who got fired for suddenly having a conscience. Anyway, there's this very romantic scene by the end of the movie when Jerry made this very heartfelt and passionate declaration to his wife. Those words would melt you into a puddle and make you burst into tears thinking, "I want to have that kind of love!" Well that very sweet scene did not happen on this story, not all of it anyway. Don't get me wrong it was heart wrenching, very much so, and there was a passionate declaration. But instead of saying the oh so loving, oh so sweet and oh so scripted "I love you. You complete me..." like Jerry did in the movie, my 'mate', the other half of my soul and the one who 'completes' me said, "I hate you. I wish you were dead!" He said it with disgust and anger burning in his eyes. He didn't run into my arms like he was supposed to, he ran away from it. But who could blame him? Jerry Maguire was right. We live in a cynical world and we work on a business of tough competitors. Why would my mate want to be with me? He'd be shunned and be forever laughed at. Aside from the fact that I was male, I'm basically useless to him because I'm a werewolf who can't phase. He's an alpha. He could have anyone he wants. And me, well, I'm on the bottom of the pack, the runt of the litter. The council didn't know what to do with me. They couldn't kill me since it could drive my mate insane, even if he didn't want me. I can't kill myself because it would probably have the same effect on him. I have to live but I can't be with my mate and my pack. So I made it easier for everyone, I ran away. I always believed in the saying "Out of sight, out of mind." What I didn't consider was the possibility that they'd come after me and forcefully bring me back.

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Alpha...... You rejected me. Remember?

"Your no mate of mine! You're weak and not worthy of being the Luna." He shouts, but I didn't filinch once. "I, Alex, future Alpha of the DragonFire pack, reject you Violet as my mate and Luna." "You will regrect rejecting me, Alex, mark my words." And then I ran. --------------------- Violet was a Omega. The lowest rank in a pack, a Omega, having one in the pack was pitiful they brought dissapointment and disrespect to the pack. So with out parents or friends Violet was bullied and treated like a slave for the pack, and her mate rejected her. Too bad they didn't know how strong and powerful she is. What will happen when she is called to help her old pack, but people from her past come back. Will she accept Alex or will she reject him back and be with another. --------------------- Hey guys! Hope you like this book if you read it! Please remember to comment. It honestly does help me a lot, it keeps me motivated. Also I try and update every weekend, but of course I do have a life outside of YouTube, and I do get writer's block sometimes. Please don't steal my characters, they belong to me, also any relations between the characters in this book to the real world are purely coincidental.